cessYing.

i've changed my blog URL to www.cessying.blogspot.com.

p/s: this blog will be deleted in 7 days.

i am pissed. i am so angry when i knew it. i couldn't bear it. i wonder why human beings can become so ugly and scary. i hate hypocrites! she is so nice and kind in front of people, and at the same time, behind my back, she backstabs me, telling bad things about me to others to protect herself even though those so-called facts are all untrue. after those things, she still can talk to me happily like nothing ever happened. argh i am so tired to continue this topic. i wish this would never happen to me again. i hate to be involved in this kind of issue. these stoopid issues.

light me up put me on top let's falalalalalalalala light me up put me on top let's falalalalalalalala i love this christmas song which is more like clubbing song than a normal, usual christmas song. i went to shop with my colleague (her name is Queen) at pavillion and sg.wang. it was my first time to shop with my colleague. i hesitated if it will be awkward because both of us aren't so close, but i actually enjoyed to shop with her and it wasn't awkward at all! heh maybe i was thinking too much? i don't have a photo of hers because she didn't want to take photo today. the reason is.. she didn't make up today -__- she is pretty and she was a fashion show model before. next time i will curi-curi take her photo and write a post about her. ok back to the falalala. i heard this song once before and today i heard this again today in forever 21. i went to forever 21 but didn't buy any clothes although there are having sale. i wanted to buy the scarf which is blue or cyan in color, but i didn't. because i didn't want to spend too much on that. i wish i could find a similar scarf in sg. wang. if i couldn't find it in either sg. wang or timessquare, i would go back to forever 21 to get the scarf. T__T can someone please sponsor me the scarf? i am so miskin. lol. today i bought a pair of high heels in sg. wang level 6. it was quite costly actually, but i love that high heels very much. and the boss gave me 20% discount and a member card and so, my money automatically flew to the boss's wallet. hope i won't regret because the high heels are quite high. oh ya! i heard that pavillion will be snowing at eight every evening. i didn't have the chance to watch that because we thought that shopping is more important than everything. lol..

oh and.. this post is actually quite pointless. isn't it?

sometimes i on msn for a while, not to chat with anybody, just for fun, to see who's on and who's off, or maybe to see if the somebody is there. when the somebody is there, i feel alright. when he is not, i feel as if a body with no soul, a library with no books, a refrigerator with no food. i feel lonely although i am not alone. my heart has been displaced by something very tiny and small that i reckon it is harmless in the beginning, but it is still hurtful now, isn't it weird? if i were a witch, i wouldn't make sleeping potion, or love potion. i'd make a potion which can mend people's broken heart or an elixir to help people to delete their unwanted pasts. :(

Jiahui and her Jiayong came to my working place to visit me! awwww that was so sweet and i was extremely happy. they bring luck to me! my business today was very good.

what a lovely couple :))

I love Taylor Lautner! i want to watch New Moon! i've read the book but it didn't impress me. but i heard that movie is fantastic. I LOVE TAYLOR LAUTNER! he is so hot and sexy!

i love his six packs abs! <3

Last but not least, Happy Birthday to Awesome Mama! I wish you happy everyday. Stay pretty. Stay young. And I love you.

To my pretty, a bit lazy, a bit quiet, a bit anti social bestie, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I wish you happy every day, have a prince charming loves you every day, and most importantly, I wish I am your best friend forever and ever and ever. We’ve known each other for about 17 months, we’ve been through quite a lot of things, we

got our haircut together.

took bus together to Times Square (if I am not mistaken)

camwhored and kena tangkap -__-

tried to be rude and mean together LOL

And we even been in a bathroom together, washing our hair, WITH our clothes on, but no photos was taken in the haunted bathroom in Genting.

All in all, I am glad that I have you as my best friend. BFF!

I love Haruki Murakami. He is always able to make me addicted to his books! He is absolutely a fantastic, awesome, interesting, wonderful, good novelist. Norwegian Wood is the first book of him that I've read and definitely not the last. Heh and now I am reading Kafta on the Shore, another great novel authored by him. I wish I had my own bookstore or library that I can read the books without paying a cent. So many good books, so little time, so little money. Sigh. How pathetic.

The previous post was deleted due to some reasons. I don’t want to make my blog too commercial and advertorial. That doesn’t suit the style. Anyway, I decided to get myself a scuba diving license! Though it would be costly, I want to enjoy and experience the beauty under the sea LOL. Enjoy it while we are young!

I remember the first time we met was in form 1. Due to some issues, we became best friends. Sometimes we had conflicts when we had different perceptions on a particular thing. Sometimes we fought for some small matters. Sometimes I was envious of you because of your beauty and intelligence. Sometimes I was pissed off when you got along with your new friends and neglected me. However, all those didn’t affect our friendship. We share a bond. We transfer thoughts or feelings by just exchanging a glance. That is telepathy! I am happy to be with you, JiaHui, my best friend. You are a good friend who will always back me up no matter what happen. You love to help your friends without expecting anything in return. You can forgive a person very easily, which I find it hard to do. You are a pretty, attractive, smart, kind and optimistic girl. Do not let other people or things to bring you down ok? I wish you happy birthday in advance! Be happy everyday! I love to see your smile. It’s stunning and beautiful. J

And lastly, I wish our friendship will never fade.

I’d come and stare at my blog for a while, thinking what to do, what to write. But I couldn’t think of anything special to write. I feel so lifeless staying at home doing nothing. I feel envious of others who can travel in many places around the world during their holiday and they can tell people how beautiful is the place, how rude is the citizens or how cheap is the stuffs over there. I am also envious of my friends who are so busy rushing their assignments or preparing for their final exams. I know you’d probably think that I am an envious person. But hey, I am so free and bored at home. Everybody is so busy and couldn’t accompany me to go shopping or movies. I feel so down. However, this will be ended as I received a phone call just now, telling me to attend their training tomorrow. I finally got my job! This job isn’t those three-day-jobs like I worked before. They hire me for two months! Hahaha I am excited. Not only I have more money to spend, I can also spend my time more meaningfully, instead of staying at home feeling lifeless.

Lastly, good luck to myself.